31 January 2021



In traditional astrology, Saturn was the “bad guy” of the planets. And everything that Saturn touched was sure to be soured. In mythology, Cronus (known to the Romans as Saturn) was the nasty, ruthless father of the 12 Olympian gods. Ultimately, one of his sons that would become Zeus.

Fast forward, and Satan ... I mean Saturn ... underwent a “face-lift” but strikes fear in the hearts of many people. You see, Saturn still symbolizes esoterically, the growth process and lessons learned through painful or difficult experiences. Saturn is much more concerned with the growth of our soul, than it/he is with our personal comfort or ease. 

Archetypal Saturn points to all the open sores and cherished old wounds where we feel the most vulnerable to attack in our unconscious Mind. And when other people step (accidentally or purposely) on our “sore spots” - we instinctively react like the proverbial “wounded animal caught in a trap.”

Even if someone nice were to come along, wanting to release us from our trap - then, purely out of blind instinct, pain (panic) and fear, we'd end up biting and attacking our compassionate and well-meaning Samaritan. (Remember, these are "cherished" old wounds.) And all the while, we thought we were simply defending ourselves. 
You may have heard the term the “Shadow of the Psyche.” In Jungian psychology, the shadow (also known as id, shadow aspect, or shadow archetype) is either an unconscious aspect of the personality that the conscious ego does not identify in itself; or the entirety of the unconscious Mind. Everything of which a person is not fully conscious. In short, the “shadow” is the unknown side.

And just so we're clear on things - all of the planets and zodiac signs have their own “shadow” sides. Over the years, Saturn (and Pluto) has been used to being treated as '”scapegoats” and as “uninvited gods.”

When we attempt to sweep Saturn under the rug, then (as is true with all the planets), Saturn shows us his harsher face. Saturn, then, reflects a Shadow aspect of the Psyche that loves to point out our many, manifold weaknesses, fears, and sins. Saturn becomes our angry internal (infernal) father intent on eating up all of our potential and our creativity. We experience Saturn as an angry, judgmental parent thats likely to point out and remind us of all our many flaws and shortcomings.

Saturn also easily qualifies as the nastier side of Santa Claus that only rewards those good children that can display flawless and perfect behavior - and so he leaves the rest of us a “lump of coal” in our Christmas stocking, because we've been very, very bad this year.

You'd better watch out 
You'd better not cry 
You'd better not pout 
and I'm telling you why! 
'Saturn' Claus is coming to town! 

I realize this image of Santa is a bit tough to digest, since our society's image of Jolly Saint Nick has been seriously “Jupiterized” over the years ... but nonetheless ... study it a bit and you will see the correlation.

We've all heard our internal Saturn's angry, condemning voice - reminding us of just how “whatever” we are (or they are). It's never nice, always demeaning. This is our personal Satan/Saturn - the ego. This is in direct opposition to the Higher-Self (Divine) that still small voice of love and compassionate support and insight. Our Divine Self, is our intuition. We should pay more attention to it as we recognize the Saturn of our ego base-nature self.

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 



From the moment we are born into flesh, and up until the age of around 7, we are operating out of our Theta brainwave state. This is essentially - a continuous state of hypnosis. Meaning, a total state of open programmability. Everything we experience, from whomever, wherever, whenever ... becomes a program in our subconscious Mind. These programs help form who we become. 

The Jesuits use to say “give me the child until the age of 7 and I'll show you the man.” They knew how effective this programming is. At least until we have enough power in our consciousness to override it, to reprogram the programs, to change and move away from the thinking that does not serve us, or others. 

This is not such an easy job. Our Mind, is subdivided. And when push comes to shove, our conscious Mind, our awareness, counts for about 5% of total Mind. That's about 40 bits of info. Our subconscious Mind, is about 95% of total Mind and accounts for about 40 million bits of info. Quite the dominant machine. So, how do we reprogram something that huge, with so little power in our conscious awareness? 

Two of the easiest ways are hypnosis, and meditation. We have to reassign a NEW perspective to our OLD ways of thinking. Our conscious Mind is where we reside. It is the seat of our consciousness. That being said, what about the Subconscious Mind? It is a machine, filled with programs. Nobody is home there ... only programs. Reprogram the Subconscious Mind, and tell the body that YOU are in charge, and you will see a massive shift. This is fact. The Theta State that you can reach via meditation and hypnosis, is the doorway to the subconscious Mind. Knock, and the door shall be opened. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



Did you ever wonder why the months and days are named the way they are? When you see the answers, you might be surprised.

Meanings of our Months:

The word “Month” comes from the word “Moon” so our Months should be from New Moon to New Moon.

Named for the Roman god Janus, “god of doorways” and new beginnings.

Named for the Roman festival of purification “Februa.”  The first day of the Carnival season is always January 6th (which is twelve days after Christmas). This is called the Twelfth Night (Kings Night).

Named for the Roman God Mars, who was the god of war and guardian of the state. Mars was the Father of Romulus and Remus, the founders of Rome.

From the Roman calendar month of Aprilis. Considered a sacred month for the goddess Venus. April also comes from the Latin word aperire meaning “to open” refering to a spring season, opening of the flowers and leaves.

Named for the Greek goddess Maia, the daughter of Atlas and one of the Pleiades.

Named for the goddess Juno, wife of Jupiter and queen of the heavens and gods.

Named for Julius Caesar in 44 BC. The month originally had the Roman name of Quintilis (meaning five).

Named for the Roman Emperor Augustus in 8 BC. The month was formerly known as Sextilis ( meaning six).

From the Latin word “septem” meaning seven, which was the seventh month of the calendar. (Yet we use it as the ninth month)

From the Greek word “octo” meaning eight, which was the eight month of the calendar. (Yet we use it as the tenth month)

From the Latin word “novem” meaning nine, which was the nineth month of the calendar. (Yet we use it as the eleventh month)

From the Greek word “decca,” and the Latin word “decum”  meaning ten, which was the tenth month of the calendar. (Yet we use it as the twelfth month)

The Seven-Day Week:

The Babylonians marked time with lunar months, as opposed to the Romans who used Solar calendars as we do today. They proscribed some activities during several special days of the month, particularly:

First - the first visible crecent, seventh - the waxing half moon, fourteenth - the full moon, nineteenth - dedicated to an offended goddess, twenty-first - the waning half moon, twenty-eigth - the last visible crecent, twenty-nineth - the invisible moon, and thirtieth (possibly) - the invisible moon.

The major periods are seven days, 1/4 month, long. This seven-day period was later regularized and disassociated from the lunar month to become our seven-day week. There are actually 4.3 weeks to an average months.

The Naming of the Days:

The Greeks named the days of the week after the sun, the moon and the five known planets at the time, which were in turn named after the gods Ares, Hermes, Zeus, Aphrodite, and Cronus. The Greeks called the days of the week the Theon hemerai “days of the Gods.” The Romans then substituted their own equivalent gods for the Greek gods, Mars, Mercury, Jove (Jupiter), Venus, and Saturn. The two pantheons are very similar. The Germanic peoples generally substituted roughly similar gods for the Roman gods, Tiu (Twia), Woden, Thor, Freya (Fria), but did not substitute Saturn. so the list goes like this:

Sunday - Sun's day
Middle English sone(n)day or sun(nen)day
Old English sunnandæg “day of the sun”
Germanic sunnon-dagaz “day of the sun”
Latin dies solis “day of the sun”
Ancient Greek hemera heli(o)u, “day of the sun”

Monday - Moon's day
Middle English monday or mone(n)day
Old English mon(an)dæg “day of the moon”
Latin dies lunae “day of the moon”
Ancient Greek hemera selenes “day of the moon”

Tuesday - Tiu's day
Middle English tiwesday or tewesday
Old English tiwesdæg “Tiw's (Tiu's) day”
Latin dies Martis “day of Mars”
Ancient Greek hemera Areos “day of Ares”
Tiu (Twia) is the English/Germanic god of war and the sky. He is identified with the Norse god Tyr.
Ares, Greek god of war.
Mars is the Roman god of war. Ares is the Greek god of war.

Wednesday - Woden's day
Middle English wodnesday, wednesday, or wednesdai
Old English wodnesdæg “Woden's day”
Latin dies Mercurii “day of Mercury”
Ancient Greek hemera Hermu “day of Hermes”
Woden is the chief Anglo-Saxon/Teutonic god. Woden is the leader of the Wild Hunt. Woden is from wod “violently insane” + -en “headship.” He is identified with the Norse Odin.
Mercury is the Roman god of commerce, travel, theivery, eloquence and science. He is the messenger of the other gods.
Hermes is the Greek god of commerce, invention, cunning, and theft. He is the messenger and herald of the other gods. He serves as patron of travelers and rogues, and as the conductor of the dead to Hades.

Thursday - Thor's day
Middle English thur(e)sday
Old English thursdæg
Old Norse thorsdagr “Thor's day”
Old English thunresdæg “thunder's day”
Latin dies Jovis “day of Jupiter”
Ancient Greek hemera Dios “day of Zeus”
Thor is the Norse god of thunder. He is represented as riding a chariot drawn by goats and wielding the hammer Miölnir. He is the defender of the Aesir, destined to kill and be killed by the Midgard Serpent.
Jupiter (Jove) is the supreme Roman god and patron of the Roman state. He is noted for creating thunder and lightning.
Zeus is Greek god of the heavens and the supreme Greek god.

Friday - Freya's day
Middle English fridai
Old English frigedæg “Freya's day”
composed of Frige (genetive singular of Freo) + dæg “day” (most likely)
or composed of Frig “Frigg” + dæg “day” (least likely)
Germanic frije-dagaz “Freya's (or Frigg's) day”
Latin dies Veneris “Venus's day”
Ancient Greek hemera Aphrodites “day of Aphrodite”
Freo is identical with freo, meaning free. It is from the Germanic frijaz meaning “beloved, belonging to the loved ones, not in bondage, free.”
Freya (Fria) is the Teutonic goddess of love, beauty, and fecundity (prolific procreation). She is identified with the Norse god Freya. She is leader of the Valkyries and one of the Vanir. She is confused in
Germany with Frigg.
Frigg (Frigga) is the Teutonic goddess of clouds, the sky, and conjugal (married) love. She is identified with Frigg, the Norse goddess of love and the heavens and the wife of Odin. She is one of the Aesir. She is confused in Germany with Freya.
Venus is the Roman goddess of love and beauty.
Aphrodite (Cytherea) is the Greek goddess of love and beauty.

Saturday - Saturn's day
Middle English saterday
Old English sæter(nes)dæg “Saturn's day”
Latin dies Saturni “day of Saturn”
Ancient Greek hemera Khronu “day of Cronus”
Saturn is the Roman and Italic god of agriculture and the consort of Ops. He is believed to have ruled the earth during an age of happiness and virtue.
Cronus (Kronos, Cronos) is the Greek god (Titan) who ruled the Universe until dethroned by his son Zeus.

And there you have it. Planets, Gods, Celestial Affairs, Multicultural, and you probably had no clue as to where these common everyday names came from. Hopefully, this will clear things up a bit. 

The ancient "Sabbath" was on Saturday for the Hebrews. Saturnday was reserved for the time when people worshipped the god Saturn which eventually led to the rings around our fingers at marriage, and the halos and the sacred eternal 360 degree circle of god and the Zodiac. After the adoption of Roman re-written Christianity, things were change to worship the Sun of God ... as Jesus represented. The center of the Zodiacal Sun surrounded by the 12 houses of the Zodiac - the 12 Apostles. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.


"Resist Not Evil" - What Does This Mean?

“As a man thinketh in his heart so is he...” Proverbs 23:7

Whatever a man thinks, he creates.

Whatever a person focuses on, that, he shall have.

This is such a simple concept and yet we have not grasped it. Jesus was quoted as saying, “Resist NOT evil.” WHY did he say that? And why do we continue to resist it?

The word “resist” here is key. He knew that in our resistance and focus, we will create MORE of what we are actually NOT wanting. THINK ABOUT THAT. 

Let me explain further: The human being is endowed with this “pearl of great price,” something that has been forming within the human race for eons. This “treasure” hidden within the human field is the ability to create. Whatever the human focuses his/her thought and emotion upon he/she creates MORE of what he/she thinks about.

Let’s say a woman experiences betrayal and thinks about the circumstances of the betrayal time and time again, and feels the pain, and sheds the tears because of the pain she re-lives. There is a deep cry coming from within her being that is actually requesting, ASKING to be betrayed! 

The Universe does not discriminate. It hears the vibrational request because a human being is focusing thought and emotional currency into - in this case - being betrayed. And the answer is YES. It is always yes. Our subconscious Mind cannot accept “not” or “won’t” … it accepts the thought … in a positive light … and delivers. It is based on image, or picture graphics. You cannot draw a picture of someone NOT swimming. They are either swimming, or doing something else. In this same way, the subconscious Mind and Universe cannot deliver to you ... something that you DON’T want.

The more we think about war … the more war we get. Think about PEACE, and in that way we can eradicate war by manifesting peace instead.

Scripture, in Philippians 4:8 says “take every thought captive” and to “... think/meditate on things that are pure, lovely and of a good report.” There is good reason for this. 

If you are focusing on betrayal for example, you are actually sending a detailed plea for more of the same. You must cease focusing on betrayal and begin focusing on loyalty and integrity in order to receive it. 

Albert Einstein said: “The definition of insanity is doing the same things over and over again, but expecting different results.”

Don’t like where you are? Don’t like the ways things are? Then change your thinking. 

Dr. Wayne Dyer said “Change The Way You Look At Things And The Things You Look At Change”. 

If we truly grasp the mechanics of creation, then we will maintain our focus on GOOD things. Focusing on things we deem as evil/bad will attract more of it to us, and we will ultimately receive whatever it is that we “ask” for ... good, or un-good. 

The reason that so many people focus on the negative things is because we have an ego that recognizes right and wrong, good and evil. “The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.” We must remove this wrong thinking ruler from the throne of our humanity, and let the ego be a servant to us rather than a master of us. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 



Big Bang Theory

“A cosmological theory holding that the universe originated approximately 20 billion years ago from the violent explosion of a very small accumulation of matter of extremely high density and temperature. It has been estimated that the earth is about 3.5 to 5 billions years old.”

Genesis Hebrew Old Testament:

“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Now the earth was formless and void, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters. And God said, ‘let there be light,’ and there was light. God saw that the light was good, and he separated the light from the darkness. God called the light ‘day,’ and the darkness he called ‘night.’ And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.”

We have been taught that the Big Bang theory and the creation story found in Genesis are two completely different accounts of how the Universe was created. In recent times, science and religion have represented two extreme polar opposites. However, this was not always the case. Only in recent history has there been the development of a schism between science and religion. Science used to be a way people studied God's creation; now, it's what some people use to try to disprove God.

The Big Bang Theory and the creation story are essentially two different accounts of the very SAME EVENT. They are ultimately the very same thing. They may represent different worldviews and perspectives, but they describe the same manifestation of Life.

This may sound strange to you, considering the way you have been conditioned to believe in one or the other. If you are a creationist, you “believe” solely in the Bible. If you're a scientific materialist, an atheist, etc., you believe solely in “science.” How can we reconcile these two seemingly opposite theories of creation ... particularly if they are essentially saying the same thing only in a different way?

If we look at the biblical creation story, we have to remember that it is essentially just a Hebrew rendition of older creation stories borrowed from the Egyptians, Mesopotamians, Greeks, etc. These civilizations existed long before the Hebrews, and they exerted a great amount of influence over the Hebrew culture, including their religion. Especially during the mix of Assyrian and Babylonian conquests of the Northern Territory know as Israel. 

What this means is that Genesis is not really a new story. It is a story that was passed down from one civilization to the next. From many civilizations to many other civilizations. The idea of dark nothingness (the Void), a primordial "substance" of endless potentiality, is common amongst all creation stories. Essentially, a soup - void of anything - yet with the limitless and boundless potentiality for everything.

The modern Big Bang Theory, is basically our own modernized rendition of the same old ancient creation myths. To the ancients, their knowledge was sufficient enough to justify their metaphysical claims. To some of us, the ancients were superstitious and ignorant. That has not changed today. We believe our knowledge is sufficient enough to justify the Big Bang Theory. Thousands of years from now, we will be viewed as ignorant by the great minds of the future. This is just the way the cycle goes. We had Newton, then along came Einstein ... and then, Quantum Physics. 

But in actuality, the ancients were far from the ignorant people most believe them to have been. They studied and understood the stars with their naked eyes. They observed nature's cycles and lived their lives in sync with these cycles. Their “superstitions” were merely stories and myths they used as allegories and metaphors to show how nature worked. They anthropomorphized celestial precessions and events. They created gods of thunder, gods of rain, gods of harvest, etc. but knew there was something else much bigger than they could know about, and this was Source/God. The very power behind the sun.

The idea that the world was once "without form and void" and was subsequently born in a flash of light has been passed down for aeons. The ancients might have used mythical stories to try to prove their assertions, but remove the myth, and you're left with a description of creation strikingly similar to the current modern “scientific” version. 

The reason the conflict between science and religion exists is because people on both sides of the spectrum are unwilling to make any compromises in their thought. They are stuck in their closed-minded ways. They are also stuck in the literal historical translations rather than the myth and allegory ... which was the intent of the original writers of scripture.

The religious fail to see that the Bible is full of allegories not meant to be taken literally. They say things like, “I know the Bible is true because it says so in the Bible.”

The scientific communities fail to accept that the idea of a Big Bang was already established thousands of years ago by wise ancient sages and hierophants. 

The scientific say things like, “The Big Bang and the Creation are completely different. One is backed by scientific fact, and one is just a fairy tale.” They fail to see that these “fairy tales” were backed by the science of their day. They fail to see that while the Creation may not have been verified by “science,” the basic outline of the story is not that much different from the Big Bang. The only real difference is in the vocabulary and language that we use.

Both the scientific and the religious fail to realize that the Bible’s intention is ALLEGORICAL. It uses STORIES/MYTHS to describe REAL EVENTS. It uses the Creation story as an ALLEGORY of how the Universe was created. It uses the story of Jesus as an ALLEGORY of how mankind is the Son of God and how as God's children we can become Christ, the perfect being. Etc. The religious take it too seriously, and the scientific don't take it seriously enough.

The intention here is to help you better understand the fact that science and religion do not have to be enemies. We don't have to settle for one, or the other. We can live with both. That would be the ideal state of things, because balance is always essential to harmony. If we continue to become rabid scientific materialists or fundamentalist creationist Christians who take the Bible only literally, the middle ground will be the most dangerous spot to be in as the two sides battle it out. Seek and you shall find. Knock and the door shall be opened. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 



(Latin | Noun) pərˈsōnə

“the aspect of someone's character that is presented to or perceived by others ... a role or character adopted by an author or an actor.”

This is the root of the English word PERSON. Your EGO mask. This world is a cosmic play, and you are the Actor.

Who you THINK you are is the sum total of all you have experienced ... yet, you are NOT your experiences. Your true Self is the Witness to all of this. The Observer. The inner Self who is the Watcher. You are not the experience, you are the Experiencer.

Do not take ownership of what you have been through. These experiences are your teachers. They are NOT you. Learn from these experiences and move forward. 

The moment you realize this Truth, you will be free. Free to live your life without fear or guilt. Free from the things that keep you stuck in the past and worried about the future. 

“You shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall make you free.” 
-John 8:32

There is only NOW. The past, has passed. The future, has yet to be created. All there is ... is NOW. The present moment. Enjoy it, learn from it, and simply observe it. Do not judge it, do not label it ... just live it and observe it as you would the birds in the sky, a sailboat in the distance, or a bubbling stream in the forest. 

Take off the MASK ... the persona ... and let the real you deep within come to the surface and become One with all that is. The Spirit of Life who many call God, is experiencing life through you, with you, and as you. You are the aperture in which the Universe experiences itself. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



Each one of us has invisible fuel tanks. We're born with them. EMOTIONAL tanks, SPIRITUAL tanks, and PHYSICAL tanks, all of them filled with potentiality. But what we don't realize, is that they are NOT refillable. We see this with our own aging and change of appearance. Our tank of youth runs lower and lower. A friend of mine, Forrest, once said when he was 94 ... “getting old is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer you get to the end of the roll, the faster it goes.” Wise words, from a wonderful man. 

We have a tendency to use our fuel inadequately. At times, using more than we should. For example, if you go to the gym and work out every day, you're drawing fuel from your physical reserves. If you're going to do this, then do ONLY this. While you're working out, leave your Mind at rest. Don't think about troubles at work, bills you have to pay, whether your prayers will be answered, how to make more money ... just use your physical reserves. Draw only from your physical fuel without also drawing from emotional, intellectual, instinctual, and spiritual reserves. You'll get pretty rotten fuel mileage. It would be like driving two or three SUVS at the same time when you can do with one.

The same process works for other events in your Life. If you're going to draw from your spiritual tank, do it through meditation or contemplative prayer but do it in isolation. Either among nature, or in a quiet room or setting with no distractions. Sometimes, you might want to take a walk. But spend your walking time just taking in nature. Look closely at the trees, birds, flowers, lakes ... don't let your Mind wander to other stuff. Don't waste your thinking fuel, on walking energy. When you relax, then just relax. Don't mix your quiet, resting, downtime with energy reserved for logic, work, or study. Just chill. Go for a ride and empty the stress based thoughts. Let those thoughts come and go. Don't label them or judge them. Don't worry or have concern. Just enjoy the moment. 

Listen to the signs that come from within you. If you're mentally tired, give the Mind a break and get some extra sleep, or take a nap once in a while. If you push your body too hard at the gym and you have signs of pain, give it a rest for a couple of days. Be sure to take vacation time, and a 3 or 4 day weekend here and there. Do nothing, or do something. Make it YOUR time. 

And while you're at it ... lose the years of guilt and fear that have overburdened you, not just emotionally, but physically as well. So you ate a burger today, so you had a soft drink today, so you had a piece of chocolate. So what? We're animals. We can handle it. Just don't overburden the body's filtration systems. Soft drinks have no nutritional value, but once a week or so, enjoy your soda. Stay away from GMO foods whenever possible ... go organic. But by all means, listen to your body, and the voice within. Balance your activities evenly. Get enough of it all, but don't try and do it all at the same time. You'll burn too much fuel, and there is no way to refill what you arrived here with. Remember, you can't eat a pizza whole, but you can cut it into pieces, and eat it once piece at a time. Life comes in bytes ... one at a time. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



There are over 38,000 known denominations of Christianity in the world operating today. Only one can be true ... if even that. All the denominations believe, within these collective church systems, that they have the "correct” doctrine. And all the other doctrines were false, or at the very least, they have less than the full Truth. And so, Christian logic applied, only those with this correct doctrine and dogmas, rituals, and practices, were considered to be “real Christians.”

Seven billion humans on the planet, and only a select few get to experience what they believe to be the actual Truth? The true Christianity that accurately represents from beginning, middle, and up to the Second Coming ... the Absolute Truth and nothing but the Truth. And among “fundamental Christianity” whose job they believe is to convert people over to Christianity, each denomination and non-denomination believes that THEY ALONE possess this correct doctrine and could save people from the eternal hell fire of punishment and damnation. Setting aside obvious cognitive dissonance, logic alone would tell you this is silly. But in belief systems, logic in not found in the deck of cards. 

Imagine if this was a lottery or raffle. What are the odds? And how few winners there would be. All this, from a God of Love, Forgiveness, and Grace ... never keeping track of wrongs, etc. 

But when you look deeper into the Ancient Mysteries that long pre-dated today's example of Christianity, and other religions, you find the Truth. You will discover something on a deeper level that says this can't make sense. This can't be right. It is simply illogical. And we are reasoning human beings. I'm not a person to sign-up for “blind faith.” For me, blind faith is simply believing in something that may or may not be true. I need to KNOW. Just like the ancient Gnostics (meaning knowing) ... I have to experience something and KNOW it to be real.

This goes against everything the church systems teach. Society and culture are all set up with inherent religious systems woven into the fabric of everything. For example, were it not for Christmas, the retail sales industry would plummet into a financial abyss. Yet, Christmas, was a pagan celestial celebration long before the advent of Christianity. It was the Winter Solstice, and a rebirth of the Sun to begin it's annual journey to bring about another warm season and a harvest ... therefore, the Sun of God was the sustainer of life.

After many years of questions, research; and study of deeper and more sophisticated ancient philosophies about reality and Life from civilizations that hid the Truth - protecting it from misuse - I finally began to be able to put together the massive puzzle. It was now starting to make clear and perfect logical and spiritual sense.

After years of study, inner reflection, meditation, contemplative prayer, and tons of research and analysis, I have come to the understanding that this universe that we live IN/WITHIN is not made up of individual things, but of ONE thing. And we are all an integral elemental essence of that One thing. As a fish becomes one with the water, we are one with ALL things - connected by the seen, and the unseen. What we can sense, and what we cannot. If you fill a glass half way with water, the decision as to whether it is half full or half empty is moot. The glass is always full. There is water yes, but there is also air, hydrogen, molecules, cells, energy, consciousness, oxygen, light, etc. Therefore, the glass is ALWAYS full. We just have no “sensual” perception of it since we are limited to travel within this vehicle called our body of matter. 

The truth is, on this Earth, we are not just one human being out of seven billion. We are Source/God/Life/Absolute itself, and this “God” is singular. The entire physical universe is taking place within the Divine Mind of this thing we call God, taking on countless forms, perceiving the world through each of those forms – each one focused on the perception of that one particular form, and blocking out all other perceptions. Its like watching 7 billion cable TV channels all at the same time and being able to perceive then all individually. We are the aperture from which the Universe experiences itself. 

Everything has consciousness. Even rocks under a microscope will show they are mitochondria based energy cells moving in circular motion constantly. Though they too, have consciousness, it is on a level limited to their being-ness. All the Universe is Life, One Life, one point of origin containing a spark of that origin throughout all things (thinks).

Mankind is just one particular type of form that God/Source/Awareness/Consciousness is using to experience the world. You, and I, are not just one human out of seven billion. We are ALL of them. I am you, and you are me. There is no “other.” Or rather, we are the collective Source/God that has taken on the mask of each human character. We are playing a role. In fact, the actual word “person” is derived from the Latin and literally means “the mask of an actor.”

The world is a stage and we write the story, play the parts, read the reviews, and even though it can be difficult at times, the show must go on. And now you know. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 

30 January 2021



Have you met people or know people in your Life who fester about things, over and over again? They just can't let it go. Day in and day out, the same issues come up. Days go by, months, years, decades, and yet they still fester on things of the past. They sometimes speak in third party references. Blaming “they” even if “they” are standing in the room with them at that time.

For some reason, they believe they can go back and change things, rather than moving forward with change. Most of the time, they also blame others for things they should be taking responsibility for instead. It always seems to be somebody else's fault. They always look for someone else to pin the guilt on. In some ways, this is a form of “Projection.” This term is used in psychology to describe someone who blames somebody else for something they are already doing. Thus, avoiding responsibility for the process and outcome. 

The Truth of the matter is, we must all be responsible for our own decisions. We must be responsible for the effect of what we allow the cause to be. We cannot make someone else do something they don't want to do. We cannot effect change upon someone else. we can't inflict our own personal desires upon someone else. Change occurs within. Within ourself only. We have a massive power within us to change everything ... with US. Our world. Not someone else's. 

When you attend a concert, it's up to each individual musician to tune their instrument before the performance. If everyone does their part, harmony and beautiful orchestration will ensue. If one performer is out of tune, the whole orchestra loses it's harmony. But the violinist cannot tune the tympani, and the xylophonist cannot tune the classical guitar. These are personal responsibilities that cannot be accomplished by "other."

Now keep the orchestra example in mind. The performer who festers, will continue to gripe and complain about the violinist having been out of tune. They will fester and complain during the concert, after the concert, a month later, a year later ... and perhaps for the rest of their life. They'll look back in the ego-mind records and say “I'm not the one who played out of tune way back in 1984. If you hadn't done that, we may have had a better review.”

The reviews 20 or 30 years ago are dead. The reviews yesterday are dead. They cannot be unwritten or changed. They are what they are. So the average person forgives the incident, and says how do we keep this from happening again. The one who festers keep beating the dead horse expecting it to get up and run. They can't let it go. They become septic and toxic. The baggage load is immense. But it is the one who festers, that has to put it down. It is their decision. And if they don't do it, friends and family will begin to separate from them, and they will wonder why. 

No one wants to keep hearing the same story over and over again about how so and so screwed me. Or about my miserable childhood, or about Bob and Mary's dinner party where the food made everyone sick. All of these things are part of Life's experiences, and the more Life we bring to them, the more they keep living. Things that we resist, will continue to persist. The harder I push someone, the harder they push back. This is “friction” and it is immutable Law. 

Stop festering. Let it go. It cannot be changed backwards, it can only be changed forwards. The past has passed, the future doesn't exist yet, and all we have is NOW. Put down the weapons, put down the guilt, put down the fear, put down the negative thinking and actions. Festering like this is unforgiveness. And it is no different than drinking poison, and expecting the other person to die. 

Just a thought ... 

~Justin Taylor, ORDM., OCP., DM.



When the Media report stories of one religious group killing another, or one race killing another, simply know that what it really is ... is PEOPLE killing and attacking other PEOPLE. The word people is from the Latin word “populus” and means “a nation, body of citizens, a multitude or crowd.” It also means “humans.” Animals, are not PEOPLE. Humans are PEOPLE. 

In every single instance of the foundation of every world religion, it's first founders and followers taught LOVE, PEACE, and JOY. It is the egocentric dark agenda of PEOPLE in POWER who have added layer upon layer of self-imposed entitlement and turned a desire to achieve Oneness with Divinity and Spirit as One PEOPLE (humans) ... into separation and individualism ... divide and conquer. I call it MPG - Money, Power, and Greed. 

No one is better than anyone else. No one. All are chosen. All have the right to an undisturbed life. And if someone needs help, ALL are inherently defaulted to help and assist. In this entire Universe of Mind, we are all inseparable. What we do to other, we are doing to ourself. Are we not one human race?

If you believe in God/Source - Do you really think that this Life giving force would desire ALL of creation to be continuously at war with themselves? Would you want that for YOUR creation? If you were a parent, would you want that for your children? 

Fixing the stuff that was already here when we got here is OUR responsibility, simply because WE BROKE IT. We have MADE nothing. All we did was rearrange stuff that was already here. Some of it for good, and some of it for not-so-good. We are the Caretakers ... NOT the Landlords. We leave the same way we came in ... empty handed. Nothing was ever OURS. We are just borrowing it. Like the game Monopoly ... at the end, all the money, the property, the houses ... they all go back in the box. 

WE THE PEOPLE are responsible. We can change it. We create "prophesy" each and every moment. The future does not exist. We create it ... collectively, entirely, and completely. Change the way you see things, and the things you see will change. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 

29 January 2021



Before we fully enter this topic, its important to first understand the true meaning of the word “myth.” In the Greek, the etymology of “mythos” leads to: “speech, thought, word, discourse, conversation; story, saga, tale, anything delivered by word of mouth.” The word does not specifically mean that something didn't happen, rather that there is something deeper within the story that can be gleaned. Joseph Campbell said it best when he described a myth as “something that never was, yet always is.” 

In ancient Egyptian Myth, Horus the god of the sky and light, son of Osiris, god of the productive force in nature, travels to Bethanu to raise from the dead his murdered father. In this myth, there was also presented two sisters named Meri and Merti, as well as their brother El-Azar-us. The Egyptian name Bethanu means, “house of Anu,” and in its Sumerian origin Anu was the “first among the gods” and was recognized and honored as a god in Egypt.  This tale was well known throughout the ancient near-east world. It is from this ancient Egyptian story that the story of Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead originated and was placed among scripture.

In the Christian Gospel myth, the story goes that Jesus traveled to Bethany - a place that did not exist in Palestine in that time period of history - but it is a name that was obviously altered from the Egyptian location of Bethanu. But in John 11:1 (remember, John was not written until c.105-106) it is proclaimed “in the village of Mary and  Martha” (the Meri and Merti of the Egyptian tale) “a certain man was sick, Lazarus of Bethany.” Obviously, there was no great attempt to alter the Egyptian name El-Azar-us, probably from the assumption that few but Royalty - and men of power and wealth within the Roman Empire - would even know of this Egyptian story/myth.

According to the Gospels, Jesus did not go directly to Bethany upon hearing that Lazarus was sick. Instead, he responded by saying “This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God.”  Now it seems a bit callus to shrug off a person’s pain if it actually referred to some living person’s suffering. Remaining divinely indifferent, “he (Jesus) abode two days still in the same place where he was.” (John 11:6) Only then did Jesus say to his disciples that he would attend to Lazarus’ “sleep,” and that “I go, that I may awake him out of sleep.” (John 11:11) At face value, we have to conclude that the sickness had been “unto death” after all, for in verse 17, it says that Lazarus had “lain in the grave four days already.”

There is much ancient occult meaning behind all these claims that would take too much space to cover in one article, but suffice it to say that it all had to do with pre-physical energies moving into matter manifestation. This was NOT a literal story that was meant the be taken as historical. The “sleep” from which Lazarus was to be “awakened” concerned the four pre-physical states of development into form/matter/Life. This meaning is confirmed in verse 16 where it relates, “Then said Thomas, which is called Didymos (in Greek: the twin/Gemini), unto his fellow disciples, Let us also go, that we may die with him.” So obviously, THIS part has been averted from most church sermons on Sunday mornings.

Now ask yourself, why the curious use of the word “which” in reference to Thomas instead of the word who? And the suggestion of doubting Thomas Didymus saying they should go that they “might die with him” is comprehensible only when one knows the ancient teachings on the energies of Creation - the original intent of the story (esoterically/metaphysically). A hint of the answer is the fact that the word Didymus refers to the Zodiac sign Gemini, the twins, and represented the ancient lessons of mental matter. Therefore the “grave” in which Lazarus had allegedly lain “four days already” is occult terminology for the energy planes out of which form/matter/Life is risen.  

Further clarification is provided in stating that the “grave” of Lazarus “was a cave, and a stone lay upon it.” (John 11:38) In ancient teachings on Creation, the pre-matter energy planes - the void out of which Creation takes place - were always allegorized as a cave. The stone that is said to lay upon it simply symbolizes this dimension of Creation activity that we experience as physical Life. Jesus was born in a cave, Jesus was placed in a tomb/cave ... and Jesus resurrected (was born again) from this cave. It is all symbolism. All of it. 

Christianity is a conglomerate of hidden ancient Truths, Celestial Zodiacal cycles made godly ... Astrotheology, Cosmogony, myth, and metaphor. Read ... research. Don't rely on me or anyone else for your spiritual lessons and evolution. The Truth always lay hidden in the sands. Dig, and you will uncover much symbolism meant for esoteric revelation. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



Have you given much thought to when it is said “someone other than me?” What exactly does it mean when we say the word - other? Is there really an-other? These are some very important questions to ponder and you may be surprised to find that there really is no other.

Before we go deeper into this statement, let's consider a different example. Imagine in your hand a bottle of water. Now ask yourself “where did this water come from?” If you trace it back from your hand, to it's point of origin, it might go something like this. Hand, fridge, pantry, package, grocery store, delivery truck, bottling plant, supply lines, water utilities, reservoir or well, lake, rivers and streams, rain-showers, clouds, etc... all the way back to the beginning of the cycle again. You see, we don't MAKE water. And it is supplied in a constant cycle. There is only "one" water ... and it has one source and one point of origin.

Now keep this in Mind and consider the Source of all human Life. Not only are we connected by the air that we breathe, the ground we walk on, and the energy that we are ... but we all originated at the same Source. If you take the birth of every human being that was ever born out of this world (yes OUT not IN ... like a leaf comes OUT of a tree) and trace it back in reverse, you will arrive at ONE point of origin. And if everyone began as one, from one point of origin, then it would be logical to say that we are all one in the same. We are an individualized essence of the entirety of humanity. One people ... one complete puzzle with interlocking pieces completing the total inseparable and indivisible image. 

This means that race, creed, geography, religion, physical traits, language, and everything else that we use to separate ourselves ... is all an illusion. Many years ago The Beatles gave us a song titled “I Am The Walrus.” The lyrics begin this way: “I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.” In the New Testament Bible (John 17:21), Jesus is quoted as having said “I pray that they will all be one, just as you and I are one - as you are in me, Father, and I am in you. And may they be in us ...” This ancient concept was known long before Jesus, and has been handed down not only to him, but to every wise sage ever to understand the spiritual metaphors that place the pearl of great price within us. Just as the pearl is hidden deep within the oyster, the Divine spark of creation is also hidden within each and every one of us. It awaits to be revealed ... a Revelation ... an apocalypse. The very word apocalypse literally means “to unveil that which is hidden.”

This spark - or light of the Absolute - is at the core of our being. We are Spirit, having a physical experience. We do not have a spirit, we ARE Spirit. We do not have a life, we ARE Life. The Universe, God, Allah, Brahman, Absolute, I AM, Source, Almighty, whatever you choose to label this Source of all Life ... is experiencing Life through us, with us, and AS US. The universal matrix of consciousness (The Field) ties us all together as ONE Spirit ... one elemental fiber in the same way as billions of rays are emitted from the one sun. They are all part of the sun itself. They can have no existence without the source of their light. It is the Sun of God ... the giver of Life. Each of us is but a ray of light emitting from within the unseen, and projecting as form into the world of the observable material world of matter. What we do to "other" ... we are doing to our Self. This, is Truth.

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.

28 January 2021



The Mystical and Metaphysical ways of interpreting ancient sacred Scripture demonstrates that there was purposefully concealed and hidden within the allegories and metaphors, a secret doctrine, a secret doctrine which came from the Ancient Masters under exacting conditions. By using allegory and metaphor, these ancient celestial myths kept the traditions alive through symbolism and buried literary treasure for those seeking higher enlightenment and deeper Truths. As St. Paul said, "the difference between milk and strong meat." There were the ordinary people who accepted scripture at face value, in a literal sense (the exoteric), and then there were those initiates who wanted to understand the esoteric Truths beneath the surface. The deeper messages contained within the stories. 

These deeper esoteric Truths were highly protected and reserved for approved candidates and initiates into the secret Mysteries Religions. The secret path, to the Kingdom of Heaven. At the very center, the heart of these mysteries, was the descent of the Logos and Divine Mind into all physical matter. Into humanity, as a spark of the Divine Source of all. Using the celestial methods of teaching, through myth and allegory, what was revealed was the metaphysical teachings of the descent and incarnation of the Soul into all of mankind and the Spiritual Evolution and Involution ... the awakening of the dead within the flesh of man during THIS lifetime ... within EVERY child of God/Source. 

This descent or the "fall" of the Soul to Earth, describes metaphorically the descent of God, the Spirit, Divine Mind, Cosmic or Christ Consciousness into the physical matter. This is the temporary home of the Soul during this sojourn on Earth. We come to realize, and recognize this presence of God/Source within all of humanity as the indwelling Christ (KRST among the Egyptians, Christos among the Greeks, Krishna among the Hindus). This spark of God, is within each of us, awaiting the awakening and resurrection from the dead within every human being NOW, in THIS lifetime. This was Paul's original Gnostic Gospel before the Roman Church got ahold of it and changed everything around to suit them and their plans for world domination. Many of Paul's Epistles were later forged and rewritten as anti-Gnostic, and the Roman Church did it's best to destroy the Ancient Wisdom and secret Mystery Schools that taught it was the God within - rather than Jesus only - who became God in the flesh.

Judaism maintained it's Divine Truths about "the Christ" and the "Messiah" through Kabbalah. Paul taught it through Gnosticism and his Christ and the Divine Spark within each and every man. Paul never knew of a human Jesus. Never taught a word of Jesus' teachings ... never even quoted the Sermon on The Mount. Paul's Jesus, and Rome's Jesus, were clearly different concepts of the ancient celestial and Divine Christ. So many Epistles that have been ascribed to have been written by Paul, came from the quill of Church Scribes with alternative plans. Plans not to empower people, but to overpower them, and control them through this life, the afterlife, and the next life. Knock, and the door of Truth shall be opened.

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.

27 January 2021



Have you ever run out out gas and had to try and push your car out of the way of the line of traffic ... or had to push someone else's car? When you first start out, from a dead stop, it's really hard. But then after a couple of minutes you find yourself running along side of it and it seems as though it's traveling all on it's own. This, is momentum. Its mass and velocity. In Physics, it is the property of a moving object to continue moving. It is the strength or force that something has when it is moving. 

Everything in the universe is in motion, even at a basic cellular level ... there is motion ... forward motion ... and ultimately circular motion. All things moves in cycles. But in these cycles, there is forward motion as the default. Have you ever tried to ride a bicycle backwards, or run backwards. We face forward, because that's where we're supposed to be going. We look back only in reference, then we move forward. Sometimes though, we get stuck. We stall. But everything around us is still on target and we will fall behind if we don't keep up with the natural order of things ... and the speed and rhythm of the universe. 

Every part of nature has it's clock ... circadian rhythms, yet they worry not about when things will come about. They know that the momentum has been set in motion. A Farmer does not dig up his crops to see if they are growing, he just KNOWS there is a harvest coming. The flowers bloom when it's time. When nature says “now.” They don't look around at the other flowers and make any comparison because they just know that their time is coming. It always has, and it always will. But they don't rush. They don't worry that it may not happen. The inner Divine within all things is pre-programmed by default to bring about ongoing change/flux. And the easier we understand momentum, the easier we can just run along beside the car trusting who/what is steering us in the right direction.

Our Inner Divine is our GPS. We can follow the instructions, or we can chose not to. This may end up in getting us to our destination, or it may end up getting us lost if we don't follow within. After a while, we learn the route and become one with the knowledge of our GPS. Our ego, who always acts on our senses and self-desires, will then become a follower, rather than attempting to do the job it was never designed for ... the leader. 

Even within the pages of the New Testament Bible, Jesus is quoted as having said to Peter “get behind thee satan.” This did not mean that Peter was literally the figure we call Satan, as we’ve been taught. The word satan (ha-satan) means the opposer. So the deeper allegory was to let ego-man follow Spirit, rather than Spirit following ego-man. The power/intuition within us ... the Divine Source of all that is ... knows better than we do. After all, it operates our entire physical existence without us being consciously involved at all. And when something works that good, then that's what we should be paying attention to ... and that will keep our momentum going - upper, higher, and deeper within Higher consciousness. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 



In the New Testament Bible Jesus is quoted in Matthew 5:14 as saying “You are the light of the world ...” So what exactly would this mean? Are we a sun of God? Are we describing the light of consciousness? Is it a beacon of hope and navigation for people who have become lost? Well, since we can't exactly ask Him, and no personal witnesses remain among us, we have to do the best we can to read between the lines. To look beyond the ink and paper ... to the metaphysical. 

If you have read any of my previous work, you'll know I search among ancient Wisdom, reason, and science for answers that validate our spiritual beliefs and opinions. This particular quote happens to be one of my favourites from New Testament scripture. 

So, how can it be that WE ... are the “light of the world.” Let's begin with the word “light” from the original Greek, in which the New Testament was written in. Strong's Concordance lists the word directly related this verse as #5457 and it's full definition in English is “light, a source of light, radiance.” Now, let's consider some of the other English words for this Greek word “PHOS” .... in the Greek language as it would appear this way: φως. 

Used as a NOUN: 
φως - light, limelight
σέλας - light
φανός - lamp, light, lantern, cresset
φωτιά - fire, light

Used as a VERB: 
φωτίζω - illuminate, lighten, illumine, light
ανάπτω - kindle, fire, light
καταβαίνω - light

Used as an ADJECTIVE:
ανάλαφρος - light-hearted, flyaway 
ανοικτός - open, light, overt
ελαφρός - light, slight, gentle, buoyant, feathery, flippant
φωτεινός - light, illuminated, luminous, luminiferous

As you can see, the Greek language is far more descriptive and intricate than English. In fact, the English New Testament Bibles of today, were reduced DOWN to Latin from Greek, and then reduced once again DOWN to the English. Fortunately for me, I spoke Greek before I spoke English and have a pretty good knowledge of Greek, though not as deep as it would be if I was from the old country. Nonetheless, this has helped me tremendously with my studies and research. As a child, I spoke Greek before I spoke English. 

Now let's go science, metaphysics, and quantum physics all at the same time and leave all these definitions aside for a moment. If WE are the light of the world, then where would that light be located? It would most certainly have to be located WITHIN us ... in order to shine as light would shine. Here's where it gets a little deeper. 

Even though our sensory receptors like sight, hearing, etc. are perceived to be located on the "outside" of us ... the actual experience of all we witness, observe, and experience happens INSIDE of us. Our sensory receptors send what we see, hear, taste, smell, and feel to the assigned sensory centers in our brain. The "outside" world of "matter" is merely the lowest vibrating frequency of electrical energy. So all of life, is experienced in our heads. There is no escaping this. We are imprisoned in our mind and brain. Therefore, and logically, the entire universe comes from the INSIDE out ... not the other way around. It is projection. 

If a tree falls in the forest and there is no one there to hear it, would it make a sound? NO. Because you need ears and auditory sensory perception ... the hearing center of a brain inside of a head to experience the sound. Otherwise, there is silence. To a person who has no hearing, the world is silent ... because the experience of the sounds come from INSIDE their head. Inside THEM. 

All of our life's experiences are taking place and being defined ... inside the darkness of our skull which will NEVER be exposed to light from an OUTSIDE world. It's all electrical energy all the way down to a cellular level ... to the mitochondria power supply of every living thing. And EVERYTHING has consciousness and is alive ... even rocks and other inanimate objects. There are protons, electrons, neurons, photons, hydrogen, oxygen, and so many things that "come without observation" as the Kingdom does. It's all in our heads. The light comes FROM US and not to us. A blind person cannot see the light because his blindness is in his head ... the vision center of the brain. Therefore, the LIGHT comes from within, not without. 

The entirety of the Universe comes from within us and joins all things as One. The universe, time, etc ... is going THAT way not this way. John 17:21 has Jesus quoted as saying “that they may all be ONE, just as you, Father, are in me, and I in you, that they also may be IN us ...” This entire Universe comes from within, and WE are the light of the world. We make the sun shine. We make the Moon glow. As hard as it is to believe this, it is scientifically, spiritually, and philosophically correct. So, shine on my friend ... the Universe needs you!

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



For my friends who follow the teachings of Christianity, I want to take a much deeper look at two particular verses from the New Testament Bible which is the foundational doctrine of the Christian Faith. Christianity professes Jesus the Nazarene to be not only the one and only begotten Son of God, but also to be God in the flesh dwelling among us ... THE Son of God, and God Himself. Most people know the rest of the story, so I want to highlight two specific scriptures in this particular article. We start here:

“By this love is perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment, because JUST AS JESUS IS, SO ALSO ARE WE IN THIS WORLD.”
-1 John 4:17

Now, please read this verse again. Slower and let it speak beyond what you have been taught in church, and let it speak to your Soul ... the Spirit within you. The SAME Spirit that was within the man from Galilee as well as every single human being that ever existed. It specific and clearly without any confusion states “just as Jesus is, so also are we in this world.” Now how do we reconcile this statement, against the church teaching of Jesus being THE ONE AND ONLY Son of God? Either ALL of us are sons and daughters of God, or we're not. 

In the King James Bible, Book of John 10:36, Jesus is quoted as saying “Say ye of him, whom the Father hath sanctified, and sent into the world, Thou blasphemest; because I said, I am THE Son of God?” Now, pay attention. Where we go next is very important.

The King James Version of the Bible has the word “THE” in italics before “Son of God” in verse 36. This is not for emphasis as some may think, but shows words interpolated by the translators. But was it a good guess, or was it intentional? The original Greek does NOT have an article before “Son of God,” which in Greek is equivalent to having an indefinite article. This is of great importance. In the original Greek of this scripture, Jesus did NOT say he is “THE” Son of God; he said “I am ‘A’ Son of God.” He also quoted from the OT Psalm 82 that says “Ye are gods.” Look it up. This is fact. 

Now, we reference John 14:12, which is another clear and non-confusing statement as quoted directly from the mouth of Jesus (Iesus, Ieasus, Yehsu, Yeshua, Yehoshua, Joshua, Isa) according to tradition and scripture.

“In most solemn truth I tell you that he who trusts in me - THE THINGS WHICH I DO, HE SHALL DO ALSO, AND GREATER THINGS THAN THESE HE SHALL DO ...”
-John 14:12

In case you missed it ... read it one more time only slower. One more time. Greater things than HE shall do? Here is Jesus saying that “others” will perform greater achievements than he was able to do. Jesus specifically states that the ordinary humans he left behind (who, according to traditional Christian mythology, are NOT Divine as he is) will do greater things than Jesus himself did. So I ask you, if Jesus ... is God, or became the one and only Almighty God as Christianity emphatically states, then how are WE to do greater things that God/Source? Unless ... there's something more that we haven't been told. Of course.

Whether you choose to believe it or not, The Bible that so many people follow has been revised, edited, added-to, taken-away from, and changed - from the beginning - by the church authorities. The oldest known Bible in existence that we know of is the Sinai Bible (Codex Sinaiticus) currently on display in the British Museum. This Bible dates back to the 1100's. Fast forward from there, some 500 years later, and in 1611 we received the "Authorized" King James Bible. Between the two of these publications, there are estimated to be between 18,000-20,000 discrepancies. Now consider how many versions and in how many languages this book is printed in today? Just like food ... the closer you can get to the original form, the better it is for you. When studying and researching the Bible deeply, you have to go back to the original Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek. 

Today's Christianity takes the Bible scriptures in a literal and historical sense. However, the original authors of the various original scriptures intended for them to be allegorical, metaphorical, and symbolic rather than ONLY literal and historical. The names, the places, the people, all have symbolic meaning in what they were named and labeled as for a purpose ... for a deeper hidden meaning or lesson of Truth masked under the surface disguise of a real story. 

The original Christian teachings had two presentations. The Outer Mysteries were for all the commoners and those without any further spiritual or philosophical interest beyond worshipping and paying homage to a God. The Inner Mysteries were reserved for those initiates who could read between the lines ... see beyond the stories and myth - into the metaphysical - and had a true desire to go much deeper into the Inner teachings of the spiritual Wisdom of The Ages. The teachings dating back to ancient Egypt, Greece, Persia, the Far East, and so many earlier civilizations and their writings. 

The Bible clearly states “there is nothing new under the sun” and this is a very true statement. Everything that ever was, was already here when mankind arrived on the scene. Whatever we make, we use materials that already exist. We are the great re-arrangers. The same it is with religion and belief systems. We take what is already here, and re-arrange it into something else. Everything in the OT and NT Bible is based upon earlier teachings concerning mankind's purpose for being here and where we came from. We are ALL sons a daughters of God/Source ... the point of origin of all things. 

Whether you are one to believe Jesus Christ to be an individual personage, or whether you accept the mythical status of a Godman as so many before him were, it really doesn't matter. What matters is that you know you are a child of the Universe/God ... the Most High, just as Jesus represents. And that we are all One and equal to each other and to ALL things. Collectively, as humanity, WE are God/Source Energy experiencing the Universe through us, with us, and AS us. And concerning “Sin” ... it is a necessary process for discerning good from bad, right from wrong. Sin is translated from the Greek word "hamartia" which is an Olympic Archery term for "missing the mark." The mark ... is TRUTH. Sin ... is ignorance of the Truth. The way to find Truth, is THROUGH sinning ... or error ... and learning the lessons from our error in judgement and wrongdoings/consequences. 

Jesus becoming Christ (karest, christos, krestus, etc) is representative of man finding the Divine Spark of God/Source within each of us. We have advanced human consciousness through evolution and involution and we continue to reach higher and higher within our SELF to seek and find the Divine. To truly and literally bring Heaven on Earth. To unite mankind under a civilization of love, peace, joy, and compassion for ALL. To establish The Human Kingdom. Right now, we exist within the Animal Kingdom. We are the ones commissioned to bring about the Kingdom across the planet. Because ... "WE SHALL DO GREATER THINGS" ... and because "JUST AS JESUS IS, SO ALSO ARE WE IN THIS WORLD."

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM.



I've been researching deeply for many years just for my own satisfaction, and then I do my best to share. Most don't want me to, and others ignore it ... but I do it anyway. I'm seeking Truth and Wisdom, at any cost.

A lot of the stories in the Old Testament are in fact plagiarized material, particularly from the rich mythical heritage of the Sumerians – the inventors of writing. The story of Noah and the flood story, the creation of man out of clay, Cain and Abel, the Garden of Eden, the Tree of Knowledge, creation of Eve from Adams rib, and numerous other myths ... like Moses after he was born being put into a river ... these are all stories found recorded on Sumerian clay tablets dating 5,000 years back in time.

When The Hebrew scribes began to write down parts of their Old Testament chronicles, which they never imagined, nor planned to be a Holy Bible collection ... they unleashed the dagger of malevolence and took a stab at the superpowers of the ancient world. Namely Egypt, Sumer, and Babylon.

Everything the ancient Hebrews desperately longed for, namely a mythology with fascinating stories like that of the Sumerians, a religion with big temples like that of the Egyptians … and yes, a piece of land they could call home like everybody else, the Hebrew scribes made sure it was granted to them on the pages of what would eventually become the Bible. And in the process of making up a virtual/counterfactual history for the Israelites, the Bible scribes had to simply rewrite the ancient Near East history in a way that would make room for their tribal patriarchs to fit nicely into the narrative.

Replacing Ziusudra with Noah, Enki with Adam, Sargon of Akkad with Moses and Aten with Yahweh, (also Moses with Mises) the Hebrew scribes gave the world one of its most inconsistent and confusing books ever. In a cunning way, the Hebrew scribes, as they wrote down the scripture of their Bible, had plagiarized the ancient Near East Wisdom, and claimed it to be their own.

Is there Truth and Wisdom in there? Yes ... but it was around long before most believe it to have been. I have said it before, and I will say it again. All world religions are connected at the very foundation of the beliefs that launched them. When taken esoterically, allegorically, and metaphysically; much can be gleaned and applied to everyday spiritual life. Literally and historically, not so valuable.

Do your homework ... research for yourself. Never take as fact or Truth what ANYONE tells you, including me. Go find out for yourself. The last 100 years have opened up a wealth of rich findings dealing with the ancient Wisdom of people that were here long before we arrived on the scene.

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 

25 January 2021



As a full-time working Voiceover Talent for the last several decades, I have had my share of scripts to read. But one in particular, was to complete a long project narration for a WWI and WWII museum. It was several sessions with several hours spent telling the stories of these historical events. It was like nothing I had ever narrated before. Nothing came close.

The statistics, the casualties, the immeasurable waste of lives, materials, planning, and strategies ... all in an effort to reign death upon humanity in an effort to achieve world dominance for financial, military, geographic, and resource gains. I call it MPG. Money, Power, and Greed. 

Aircraft, gliders and motorized, ships, supplies, cargo transports, Jeeps, tanks, Helicopters, battleships, shipping crates, manufacturing, destruction, rebuilding, pilfering, raping, mass destruction of property, countless loss of life, and the effects on remaining families ... the list of staggering costs - financial and emotional - is beyond calculation and comprehension. 

The war machine created heroes, millionaires, poverty, decorated veterans, industrial growth, maiming, suffering, and a never ending strategic competition to see who could kill better, faster, and more. Suicide missions, crash landings at night into dense forest, unknown territories and languages, unsure if you're taking out an ally, or an enemy. And exactly WHO was it that drew the line in the sand of friend or foe? Are we not ALL human beings?

1,000 dead. 100,000 dead. 300,000 dead. The numbers climbed as the bombs fell and the shells rang out. Before the Normandy Invasion, standing shoulder to shoulder, soldiers were told that only 50% of them might survive. The bravery and Patriotism can never be overlooked, but the cause that brought about the effect can never be overlooked either. The cause of ALL wars is that somebody, somewhere, got MAD, and then somebody else got MAD back. But here's the fact behind getting mad - and pay attention because this is crucial - “no one can make you mad.” I'll repeat that, “no one can MAKE you mad.” You have to CHOOSE to get mad. It is a personal choice that YOU control. If everyone exercised their own personal control against getting mad, then no one would get mad. Imagine that?

Imagine a football game, one teams heads over the endzone with the ball and scores. Do we then attack and kill the other team? NO. We improve our defense. We find better ways to guard our endzone. A hurricane hits Miami. Homes are destroyed, lives are ruined, millions are lost ... but do we try and go after nature and kill it? NO. We find better ways to defend ourselves, our homes, and our cities. In a football game, somebody wins. In war, nobody wins. everybody loses.

In the 1980's Hollywood movie with Matthew Broderick called “War Games,” the war simulator computer that could actually take over in wartime conditions was named “Joshua.” The name in Hebrew is (Yehoshua), in Latin (Iesus), and in Greek (Iesous) later transliterated into English as Jesus. In the film, after what appeared to be an actual attack from an enemy, “J.O.S.H.U.A.” took over. It seemed as if there had been launched an all out world war. However, after watching all the events on the screens in the command center, Joshua stopped it all, and it was then realized it was just a computer simulation. The reason Joshua (the computer) stopped the simulation, was that the computer came to the conclusion that there could be no winner. it was GAME OVER. Why play a game, if no one wins? It took Artificial Intelligence to tell us this. 

WAR spelled backwards is RAW. Unrefined, unprocessed, not processed or purified, and in archaic Latin and Greek it was related to blood, and raw flesh. What good can this lead to? Why is mankind so hellbent on death and destruction that for millennia it has gone literally unbroken. If something does not benefit mankind, the animal kingdom, the mineral kingdom, and the plant kingdom, then why do we do it? Why do we CAUSE it knowing full well the EFFECT of what consequences will be brought forth. Life was not given by Source/God/Universe/Absolute to be snuffed out and taken away before it's natural expiration. But yet we kill, attack, and main every day all over the world. There are no benefits, only consequences.

So why do it? Money? Control? Greed? Profit? Just like cancer, and Big Pharma, war is BIG business. Huge business. And most of the companies that benefit financially are companies controlled, owned, and/or operated by the Global Elite. They own the world so they care not if there is a winner or not. They ALWAYS win. Imagine a football game between the Cowboys and the Redskins. If both teams are owned by the same company, what do the owners care about which team wins. THEY win either way. What if the Democrats and the Republicans were under the same managerial authority? Would it matter to them who wins? You see, the best way to CONTROL your opposition ... is to LEAD the opposition. If you own you, AND the other guys, it's always WIN-WIN.

Billions exchange hands within the great war machine. And lives and families are destroyed. Peace is destroyed. The next time you're at a grocery store waiting in line with a couple of people that have young children in their carts ... watch the children. They interact, they laugh, they don't see colour, religion, hatred, envy ... because WE havent taught it to them yet. Magicians hate doing magic tricks for kids because they get busted. The children haven't been programmed yet to “watch THIS hand,” so they watch them both and catch the illusion. Adults respond with “wow,” how did he do that?

So now comes my closing and the reason for the title of this paper “God And War.” For as far back as we have recorded history, and alternative history, mankind has been at war. For much of the time, it was warring over who's God was better that the other's God etc. You know the stories. If you were to take the Bible stories as literal and historical (which most people do), you would conclude that this Old Testament God was a blood thirsty maniacal mountain God of the Hebrews named "YHWH," or Yahweh, Yah, Jehovah, and many other names. Please also remember, originally the Hebrews were not monotheistic until they learned from Pharaoh Akhenaten / Moses (one and the same) and switched from polytheism to monotheism. But thats for another day. The point I am making is this. All of the Bible stories are veiled in metaphor and allegory for a much deeper message. All the murderous rampages and  destruction, and mayhem credited to "God" were written as allegory and NOT historical and literal events. Also, for another day.

So we now get to my point to ponder. Does who or what we believe this God/Absolute/Source really care what we do to each other? Seriously? If YOUR children were fighting and took out weapons, wouldn't you step in as their Father (or Mother) and stop the ensuing madness ... or would you let them exercise their “unbridled and destructive free will” with no direction or interaction. Of course NOT. Why would you let your creations, your sons and daughters, kill, or maim themselves? Unless you were simply an “inactive and uncaring parent.” You know, the kind that doesn't get involved. Kind of like God and how he doesn't get involved in the murder, torture, killing, rapes, disease, illness, nature disasters, etc. Most followers of Christianity would file this under “well thats why God gave us free will,” or ... “we just don't questions God's motives.”

Now, here we go. Ready? The reason GOD/ABSOLUTE/SOURCE who is Omniscient (all knowing), Omnipotent (all powerful), and Omnipresent (everywhere) and yet does not step in to change these events ... is ... because ... WE ARE GOD. Because collectively, WE are everywhere, have the knowingness, and all the power. Consciousness pervades everything. Do you understand? Source Energy is Spirit, not functional in a physical world of matter. it is US who are the ones that can transmute hatred and abuse into love and compassion. Its is US who can say “enough with the wars.” WE are the ones commissioned to change chaos into order. Darkness into light. Evil into Good. WE DO IT. If WE don't do it ... it simply won't get done. Not by God or Devil or any other Supernatural thing that you happen to believe will swoop down or up and change the world.

The man in the red cape is from Hollywood. Sure Superman can stop the world from spinning, reverse time, extract a dead Lois Lane from her car, and alter the event from ever having taken place. But that's the stuff movies are made of. But, if we all came together and came to the Truth and realization that we are ONE essence of the entire organism of this vast universe, and that what we do to “other” we do ourselves, then perhaps we would fully understand how to use to power that is truly greater than we are. God in this world is collectively, exactly who we are - ONE RACE, ONE BODY, ONE PEOPLE, ONE. Awaken my friends ... If WE don't do it ... if we don't make the changes, there won't be a man in a red cape flying down to save us from the perils that WE created in the first place. 

Just a thought ... 

Justin Taylor, ORDM. 

18 January 2021



The ancients teachers were esotericists, writing only of the inner life and for initiated students. They wrote of inner things under an outer veil. Esoteric, veiled in the Exoteric. They wrote of the Greater Mysteries, which were never given out to the multitude, but taught in secret only to disciplined students. Spiritual Truth was not published in modern fashion as we experience and mistakenly think is the way it was always done. These teachings were metaphysical in nature. Whatever was written, was veiled under allegory and symbolism. Mostly it was taught by oral tradition. That is what makes the following passage so profound:

"Even the mystery which hath been hid from ages and from generations, but now is made manifest to his saints: 27 To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory: (KJV)
Colossians 1:26-27 26 

Mystery schools once existed throughout the ancient World in places like Egypt, Greece, India, China, South America, among many other locations. These Spiritual centres provided a place where students could receive a mystical education by progressing through a series of Spiritual trials and initiations. This process could take many years to travail.

The goal was to provide seekers with the highest levels of Spiritual realization - to understand the deep truths of existence, the cosmos, and human Life. Initiates of the Mysteries were credited with Wisdom, as well as great magical and occult powers. The main method of teaching the Mysteries was through myths - stories with deep mystical and psychological symbolism; for example, the Egyptian, Greek, and Roman Myths. In reality, all these stories possessed two different levels.

There were the OUTER Mysteries, what we might see today as going to church, listening to mass, and perhaps lighting a candle with prayer. Then, there were the INNER Mysteries. The exoteric, versus the esoteric. People were carefully chosen from among the masses to become initiates into the Inner Mysteries. They showed signs of desiring to know more. They questioned what went beyond the parchment and ink.They were under the guidance of the Heirophants (priests) and for many, they endured many years of initiation into the hidden secrets that lay buried within and beyond the literal myths and legends. 

Like a pearl hidden within the oyster, the Truth was protected, hidden, veiled from the commoner for fear of misdirected gain. There was much to learn for those who had eyes to see, and ears to hear. But it was reserved for the select few. Not much has changed these days except for the small amount of knowledge we have of these mystery schools and their documentation before the literalist Roman Church destroyed the records, temples, and most of the practitioners of the ancient craft. 

The teachings that were preserved from these Mystery Schools, live on, and stand strong, against a barrage of scrutiny. Science is proving today, what the ancients knew in the yesterdays. Quantum Physics has allowed Science and Spirituality to realign. The word “science” literally means “proof knowledge.” We can no longer dismiss the teachings of the past as superstition and primitive nonsense. We must continue to look beyond (meta) the literal and historical, to the inner esoteric messages that have been preserved for an awakened inquisitor. ‘Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings. 

Just a thought ... 



When we have good, positive, and productive thoughts ... everyone will benefit from their manifestation including our self. When we have less than good thoughts, everyone will suffer from the effects of their manifestation. Benefits versus consequences. 

This is the Rule of Cause and Effect ... or what we could call "Karma." Now, despite popular belief that Karma is punishment for something you may have done in a previous life, Karma is actually an ancient Sanskrit word and principle that simply means "doing." Therefore, what we experience in our lives ... is our doing. This goes for positive and negative results.

We must also consider group Karma, or race Karma. This means that not only are we subject to the effect of our own cause(s), we are also subject to the effect of what other(s) cause. This is why it is imperative that we guard the gate of our Mind and we pay careful attention to our actions. What we think, say, and do; not only affects us ... but other. In fact ... the entirety of the world. 

To better understand this connection, we need to understand that the universe is not made up of “things” but rather, it is the only thing. All else, is an individualized essence of the whole. You can look at it as you would a high-rise office building. There is only one building, and within it there are multiple compartments comprising the entirety of the complete structure. So, if someone were to start a fire somewhere in the building, it affects the whole thing ... and everyone in it. There is no separate office. It is an individualized essence of the whole thing.

So with this example in mind, it becomes easier to understand that what we do to “other” ... we actually do to ourselves. In reality, there is no “other” ... there is only ONE. That ONE thing ... is our Universe, Life, Absolute, God, Source, or whatever your belief system chooses to call it. There are no separate things. All things are joined by the seen, and by the unseen. A fish is one with the water. Every one of us on this planet breathe the same air, stand on the same ground, are part of the entire ecosystem, and are joined as one by molecules, atoms, neurons, electrons, protons, etc ... We hear the same sounds, see the same nature, smell the same scents, etc. To take it even further, all that we sense is a projection from WITHIN our collective consciousness. 

We are ONE but we believe that we are separate individuals. The Truth is you are me, I am you ... and we are the universe. We are not born INTO this world ... we are born OUT of it. As a leaf is born from a branch, and the branch from the tree, and the tree from the root, and the root from the seed. All has one point of origin. And because this existence began as ONE, it remains as one. The universe and everything that is part of it cannot be byted out. Water is water and no matter where you find it, it still has the same source and contains all that its source elements contain. 

Now that you know WHY all is one and one is all, you can begin to understand how important just one single thought-form is to the entire universe and all that is a part of it. Think wisely, and one day, we may actually be able to experience unity, harmony, and peace on earth and beyond. Guard your thoughts and actions. They will affect everyone, everywhere. 

Just a thought ... 



The fact is that the Language of the Universe is not English or any other “spoken” language on the planet. This is unfortunate, because it would seem our lives would be easier if we had direct verbal, speaking contact with the Divine Source. However, as it stands the Language of the Universe is one of vibration, feeling and symbolism. This is how God/Source talks to us and we can learn how to receive and decipher these communications from the Universe with some self-study and observation. There are Matrix of Consciousness transmitters and receivers going on 24/7. This is the Field. 

To start with, you have to come to the realization that the Universe is sending you (and everyone else) messages 24/7 whether you are awake or asleep. The incoming communication never stops. Source Energy is guiding you at all times - guiding you with information that comes through your physical body, through your emotions, through imagery in your mind, through your dreams, through your sixth sense (intuition), and any other way that you can be creative about receiving it. When we get an “idea” ... it isn't really ours, or “new,” it's that we are the receivers of that particular message and we have been assigned to act upon it.

This means that Source Energy / God, can converse with you through absolutely any means on Earth that your own mind can conceive of obtaining these means. Because vibration (One of the Universal Immutable Laws) is one of the tools the Universe uses to communicate. It can alter various vibrations in any way It deems necessary to catch your attention. 

This means that a song on the radio, an animal, an brief encounter at a store or coffee shop, a book or even a conversation you overhear can be a dispatch from Divine Source - a “sign” meant for you. The Greek word for "messenger" is "Angelos" which we translate in English to Angel. So, an Angel, is anything that is delivering to you a specific message ... meant for YOU. The messages never stop - so pay attention to what catches your senses, and realize this is The Divine’s way of whispering in your ear ... it's that “still small voice” that never yells to get your attention in the way that your ego does. 

The Universe delivers its messages in limitless ways. Surely you have had some sort of experience - a sign, an omen, a coincidence or even synchronicities occurring in your life. Pay close attention to time, and to the numbers as well for synchronicity. This is one of the ways in which Source communicates with you. Have you been able to receive, interpret, and understand the message(s)? These messages are usually symbolic in nature. Understanding this symbolic messaging was an entire level of the Ancient Mystery Schools Teachings thousands of years ago, taught and learned among the initiates through years of preparation and understanding.

The grades or levels of the teachings among the initiates of the Ancient Mystery Schools were designed in order to help create a healthy foundation and show how to live in a balanced, harmonious, reverent and abundant way ... regardless if there is a storm or sunshine in your life. Each level (4 levels, each taking 7 years to complete) offered a different perspective or way in which to view everyday occurrences and events. These initiates and graduates took these Inner Mystery teachings very seriously. It was Life-changing ... and for many - Life long.

Everyone among the ancient societies and Mystery Schools had to attend the first level called the Literal Level (exoteric). It was in this presentation that people learned about the nature of reality here on Earth - about vibration, energy, chakra's, auric fields, plant life, the animal kingdom and elemental life. Here they learned that everything on the planet has a vibration and how they interact as one large reflection of The Whole (holy). All is one, and one is All ... The All - God or Source.

The second level was all about understanding symbolism, because these very wise ancient peoples knew that the Absolute/Source/God was speaking to them, and through them, in a metaphorical and allegorical way at all times. Seven years of symbolic teaching. Imagine how this would change your life to instantly know and understand the symbolic meaning of every communication emanating from Source Energy.

Learning symbolism will change you life from the inside out. You will come to the realization that God / Spirit / All That Is / Source is communicating with you and the magic of your Life as a Spiritual Being will begin to understand the Language of the Universe. We are NOT a body, we HAVE a body. We are Eternal Spirit having a physical experience while we are here in this incarnation. In Truth, the body and everything else is actually IN us ... projecting outward through the light of consciousness. 

Because we as a society have not been taught this Ancient Wisdom and Symbolism from birth, one of the easiest way for us now to learn the Language of the Universe is through dream interpretation, meditation, and contemplative prayer. Our minds already accept that we dream in a symbolic manner, so it is easy to slip into the translation of waking times symbolic events and signs, by first becoming aware of dream symbols and their meanings. The Mind knows no difference between what is “real” and what is a “dream.” The experience is the same to the Mind. After all, our entire life is experiences in our heads. This is where all of our sensory systems operate. Therefore, we can never personally experience anything outside of the inside of our Mind and brain. 

Knowing the symbols is part of the ancient Mystery School Teachings that you can use as a tool to begin to see the deeper meaning behind everything in Life. Understanding how Source/God/Consciousness is touching your life everyday is an eye-opening and humbling experience. 

In the days of old, there were two presentations of spiritual Truths. One was for the masses presented as drama or passion play ... the exoteric literal-historical stories. These were the “Outer Mysteries.” For those who showed promise, and realized there was more to the fables, legends, and myths than just stories, they set out as initiates into the Inner Mysteries. This was where they found the hidden Truths buried beneath the stories, parables, metaphors, and allegories. The apocalypse, or revelation ... the unveiling of that which was once hidden, 

This is the buried treasure. The pearl in the oyster. The diamond in the coal. The underlying foundation of all world religions was founded on the principle that the Spark of the Almighty known for more than 10,000 years is ... the Christ. The Karest. The Sacred Fire that is planted within each and every human being that must be found, accepted, and resurrected IN THIS life ... not in the afterlife. This was the message credited to Jesus of the New Testament when he said: “The Kingdom of God/Heaven is within you.” Wake up ... there’s a brave new world inside of you.

Just a thought ...